pheonixwaves (![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} pheonixwaves) wrote,@ 2008-12-21 18:12:00 |
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Week 23: Saturday (AIM: Ita/Fisher)
hearitbleed (3:41:39 PM) : Okay, ball of sunshine, what ails you?
blu3m4g1c (3:41:51 PM) : do you know xander?
blu3m4g1c (3:41:55 PM) : or kin?
hearitbleed (3:42:10 PM) : Yes. I bought paintings from Kin
hearitbleed (3:42:13 PM) : Xander, no
blu3m4g1c (3:42:36 PM) : ok, so, like my dad said, i like kin. but were not dating officially yet
hearitbleed (3:42:54 PM) : ok
blu3m4g1c (3:42:59 PM) : and xanders my friend and weve foolded around and stuff but im a virgin
blu3m4g1c (3:43:09 PM) : or was. i had sex with him last night
hearitbleed (3:43:13 PM) : ...is this really my business?
blu3m4g1c (3:43:15 PM) : do you think im a slut?
blu3m4g1c (3:43:30 PM) : yes, i need your opinion!
hearitbleed (3:43:36 PM) : Oh. Um, well.... do you care about Xander? At all?
blu3m4g1c (3:43:43 PM) : well, were friends
blu3m4g1c (3:44:16 PM) : it was just... i was telling him about kin and then he told me what its like to get bitten by a vampire, and it was so hot
blu3m4g1c (3:44:50 PM) : and then he was like, you should find out what its like to have sex before you get with kin and he would know, cuz hes a sex demon
blu3m4g1c (3:45:01 PM) : so, it seemed like a good idea...
hearitbleed (3:45:19 PM) : You want my honest opinion?
blu3m4g1c (3:45:27 PM) : yes?
hearitbleed (3:46:10 PM) : He played you. He took advatnage of you, and you were more than willing.
blu3m4g1c (3:46:35 PM) : but... you think so? hes my friend...
blu3m4g1c (3:46:56 PM) : i mean, i dont feel like he took advantage of me...
hearitbleed (3:47:00 PM) : I don't know him well enough. But as a friend, I would never seduce you as a friendly gesture
blu3m4g1c (3:47:47 PM) : oh...
blu3m4g1c (3:48:00 PM) : you think hes being... mean?
hearitbleed (3:48:16 PM) : I think maybe he was being selfish. Does he like you?
blu3m4g1c (3:48:37 PM) : as a friend. we hang out a lot
hearitbleed (3:48:44 PM) : Are you sure?
blu3m4g1c (3:49:20 PM) : i dont think he can be with a single person... like, i dunno. hes a sex demon. he lives off of it. hell die without it
hearitbleed (3:49:46 PM) : That's still a lousy thign to do to a friend. Especially when you know they like someone
blu3m4g1c (3:50:34 PM) : do you think i was wrong?
hearitbleed (3:51:02 PM) : Yeah, kinda.
blu3m4g1c (3:51:41 PM) : o...
hearitbleed (3:52:31 PM) : But hey, I'm not one to say anything. I've been much worse.
blu3m4g1c (3:53:29 PM) : would you hate me if you were kin?
hearitbleed (3:53:55 PM) : I... would be really disappointed. And hurt.
hearitbleed (3:54:11 PM) : But I don't know about hate.
blu3m4g1c (3:54:45 PM) : this sucks!
hearitbleed (3:54:56 PM) : Well yeah.
blu3m4g1c (3:55:17 PM) : i just thought... i mean, it made sense. i dont wanna suck the first time i do it with someone who means something to me
hearitbleed (3:55:52 PM) : If Kin cares about you, he won't mind if you suck. And, frankly, as long as he's with you he won't care. Unless you bite off his weiner or something
blu3m4g1c (3:56:15 PM) : o no, ive been doing that for a while. i give good head
hearitbleed (3:56:41 PM) : .......
hearitbleed (3:56:48 PM) : I think you just broke my brain!
blu3m4g1c (3:57:01 PM) : why?
hearitbleed (3:57:17 PM) : Well... because... too much info, little girl.
blu3m4g1c (3:57:23 PM) : oooh...
blu3m4g1c (3:57:25 PM) : sorry
hearitbleed (3:57:58 PM) : It's fine. Can we get back to your problem here?
blu3m4g1c (3:58:05 PM) : yes
blu3m4g1c (3:58:11 PM) : what should i do?
hearitbleed (3:58:54 PM) : Tell Kin. Like, right now. Better him to find out from you than from someone else.
blu3m4g1c (4:00:04 PM) : but... we arent dating right now. or yet. i mean, how do i even do that?
hearitbleed (4:00:49 PM) : Just get him alone, tell him what happened. Be honest. If you're lucky, he'll be flattered you wanted to be good for him
blu3m4g1c (4:01:03 PM) : you think?
hearitbleed (4:01:25 PM) : Well in reality, he'll be angry and hurt.
blu3m4g1c (4:02:01 PM) : i dont want him angry at me...
hearitbleed (4:02:20 PM) : Well that's a little too bad, hon. He probably will be.
blu3m4g1c (4:03:15 PM) : this is horrible. im a horrible person!
hearitbleed (4:03:35 PM) : You are not. You're... a ball of sunshine incarnate. You made a mistrake, that's all
blu3m4g1c (4:04:20 PM) : but what if kins the one and i totally fucked it up and im alone forever and forever?
hearitbleed (4:04:41 PM) : Oh, Jesus...
hearitbleed (4:05:08 PM) : You won't be alone forever. You're reptty and nice and sweet
blu3m4g1c (4:08:07 PM) : but what if he is the one? and then i never have a chance to have the one again?
blu3m4g1c (4:08:24 PM) : it doesnt matter if im anything, if you lose the one you dont get a second one
hearitbleed (4:09:07 PM) : What if there is no The One? What if you have several chances? Or if maybe you just need someone compatable with you?
blu3m4g1c (4:10:51 PM) : but...
blu3m4g1c (4:10:59 PM) : you think theres more than one chance?
hearitbleed (4:11:14 PM) : Um... well, yeah. Sure.
blu3m4g1c (4:11:34 PM) : have you ever found one?
hearitbleed (4:12:43 PM) : uhh..... I've been in love before, if that's what you mean
blu3m4g1c (4:12:49 PM) : yeah?
hearitbleed (4:12:54 PM) : Twice